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Snow Storms vs. Rain Clouds

He makes me feel alive in a way that I haven’t. He doesn’t know it. He doesn’t know that I have spent my entire life trying not to feel. And he won’t know. But I’m thankful for it. Whatever comes, I don’t want to go back to not feeling.

And for all the people out there that say write the text, send the email, make the phone call - it’s not always that easy. Some will come into your life and give you all the feels, and that will be their only purpose. To remind you that you can. And that you should. And that you’re alive. But that doesn’t make them yours.