subject line: waiting (not so) patiently.



i just want a sweet boy who looks down at me, smiles, and gives me a kiss because he’s glad i’m his. someone who shows me with a softness in his eyes that i make him happy. someone who sees me as his best friend as well as the girl he loves. someone who likes me as much as he loves me.
one day i’ll be standing next to him, and i’ll laugh at some cheesy joke he said, and he’ll smile back at me before leaning down to kiss me. and all this loneliness and heartache will be worth it.
i guess this is a prayer for me, on that day. that i’ll remember writing this and how much i wanted it, and thank God that He finally got me there.