subject line: feels.

 

Denver, Colorado

I thought saying “see you later” as I watched you get on an airplane to go to Afghanistan was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. And then I found out I was pregnant with your baby. And then you cheated. And then I miscarried. October is hard. The days hit me harder and harder. Almost 6 years have passed, and today, I found out you did too. Of all the stupid things you’ve done, a drunk driver was the thing that ended you. I thought “see you later” was the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but man, that has nothing on the pain I feel now. I’ll miss you always.