subject line: at what point do i get a restraining order? February 09, 2017 by Hannah Brencher ohio You don’t know that I’m a vegetarian now or that I’m considering going back to school. You don’t know that I quit drinking or that I have been reading more than I watch Netflix these days. You don’t know that I was diagnosed with depression and started seeing a therapist. You don’t know that sometimes we talk about you. You broke my heart. You broke my spirit. You broke up with me over and over again so why do you keep trying to get me back? I didn’t used to have the strength to say no, but I know we can’t salvage this hell you have created and cultivate it into a healthy, loving relationship. And I want a healthy, loving relationship. I don’t want you.