subject line: friends.



It feels so weird that I’m about to finish my first year of college in a few weeks, because in my mind, I hardly started. I’m so scared of meeting people and talking to them, and I don’t feel like I’ve made many of the meaningful friendships that you’re supposed to get out of your college experience. I’m clinging to all my old friends and experiences because I’m so scared of losing them and being totally alone. I don’t feel like I should be alone, but then why do I spend so much time by myself? Oh well, here’s looking forward to next year.