subject line: freakin' tinder.

 

the bible belt, usa

Tinder, you keep messing me up. You know that? I download you then delete you three days later because I get overwhelmed. This time; though, I deleted you for the last time. This time I met a great guy. This time (similar to a few other times) I let him touch me. But it’s just “casual” because “casual” is what I go for. For whatever reason I don’t commit. I can’t commit. So when he said “I’m moving in four months, I don’t want to give you the wrong idea about anything romantic...” I breathed fresh air and the butterflies went away because this wasn’t going to be a commitment, and then I kissed him hard. “Just casual” shouldn’t bring me a breath of fresh air, but it does. That’s why I have my very first counseling appointment set for four days from now. Freakin’ tinder, making me get my shit together. Freakin’ tinder...