subject line: a new conversation.

 

nevada

there is this conversation I’ve created in my mind where I am a strong independent woman. In this conversation my inability to connect with my peers stems from the age difference, and my ‘old soul,’ or so I’ve been told. ‘You’re just mature, you’ll find your people’ they say...and they say, and they repeat. I live in this conversation in my head where I’m not insecure, I’m just different, and that intimidates people. ‘You’ll find your people’ I remind myself...and I repeat. I live in this conversation in my head where I don’t need a man. ‘You’ll meet the right guy’ they say, I say...we repeat.

I just really want new conversations.