subject line: what if I were brave enough?

I’ve sent countless emails to this website for the sake of anonymity and an outlet for saying all the things I can’t tell you to your face. It has been healing for me, and I think it’s a beautiful space for people and serves a genuine purpose. But I’m wondering what would happen if I were brave enough to tell you all the words I’ve said here? This website has been good for me & served it’s purpose. But maybe it’s time for me to use my words without being anonymous anymore. Maybe I’m finally brave enough to tell you I miss you & I love you & I want you.