subject line: the Christmas party.

 

antioch, california

And I just kept having these moments throughout the night where the crowd around me would grow dim and quiet, I would look around and wonder if you would be just around the corner or freshening up in the restroom or pouring yourself a drink and making friends with the stranger next to you. And my eyes would go out of focus and I told myself how much I miss you. How much I know you would love this.

And not even the fact of being here with me, you would love it even if I wasn’t with you. And that’s what sticks to my heart the most, who you are. // December 19, 2014