subject line: discovery.

 

boston, massachusetts

I discovered today... that you learn to love someone on a 20 minute bus ride on the number one bus from Back bay to Harvard square.

That my hands don’t hurt when you intertwine your fingers through mine.That some boys actually love walking at sunrise during a full moon just like you.That I have never seen the Charles glisten the way it did today.That colors could look so vivid and that the MBTA isn’t so bad after all.That actually its the best when you want to contain feels and thoughts in one space. That strangers could be so kind...that my heart could skip a beat...That the memory of your bright smile could be all I need to get me through the day. That a face could sparkle so much from a smile the way yours did. That someone could try to hold on to my scent and breathe it in as if they’ll never see you again. That songs could mean the world to someone even when they last for only 3 minutes. That you could ever really get rid of the past. That it could show up on the basement of Brahmin holding a Gin and Tonic. I learned that hearts could be stolen in a matter of seconds. Even when the thief fully identifies themselves and their intentions prior. You would think that I would be smart enough to protect myself. But I just laugh it off but I also think that it is the sweetest thing that I have ever heard. That I am no longer in possession of a little piece of myself cause I left it with you. That I know you know that I know you have it , but you never bothered to claim it. That someone else’s skin could feel like my own and at the same time send chills down my spine. That people could be so loyal and keep their promises even when said promises involve City Bar and Brahmin. That you have a spine...

That I could begin again...