subject line: I didn't plan for this. June 08, 2015 by Hannah Brencher edmond, oklahoma I became her. The bitch you hate in the movies. The one who knows the boy has a girlfriend but let’s him touch her any way. I became her for a night. I’m trying not to be her for my life. I won’t be her for my life. I can’t. I won’t. But I was her for a night. And I’m trying not to let shame swallow me whole.