subject line: difference. June 11, 2015 by Hannah Brencher jacksonville, florida She said she loved the city that I live in. I thought to myself that this is this worst city to live in. Then I realized I was jealous of her because she was content. She found beauty in whatever city she lived in. I realized in that moment that I didn’t hate this city. I hated every place that I every lived. This was because I hated myself.