subject line: I still check the weather where you are.

 

bozeman, montana

I silently waited for you to choose me for over a decade.
I finally accepted that you’d never be more than my best friend.
I watched you date crazy, irrational chicks.
I dated a handful of less than deserving dudes.
I promised myself I’d move on and love and respect you from afar.
I tried to stop thinking of how perfect we would be together.
I met a new guy.
I got engaged.
I’m embarking on a whole new chapter of my life without you.
But I still check the weather where you are.