subject line: I'm in love with a handsome boy. April 22, 2015 by Hannah Brencher high point, north carolina It’s been five years we have been talking and I have loved him since the moment I met him. He is my best friend, he is the love of my life, he is everything. I met him and my heart was instantly his. We fell apart for about a year and a half. I’m glad we did because we are together. Officially together and it’s better than it’s ever been.I said I love you out loud in my car as he was walking back inside to his house the night before he left the state for work again. I felt this pull, very strong pull to get out of my car and stop him before he closed the door. Kind of like what you see in a movie. But, I didn’t.I need to tell him I love him, I want to tell him. It would be the first time in five years I’ve ever said that to him and I am so afraid of doing it.