subject line: slap to the face.

 

LFKANSAS

I should have died that day and instead of comforting me you told me how stupid I was and ignored me for months. I slipped into a depression not long after and again you told me how stupid I was and ignored me for months again. I then went insane while trying to figure out my purpose and again I was told how stupid I am. I always hoped you’d be the one to save me. Even after it all when you got injured and everyone told me I contacted you instantly. I even planned to visit you, so you wouldn’t be so sad. I told all my friends how wonderful you truly are. But then it hit me one day, I talk about you like you put stars in the sky and you only care to talk to me when your lonely.