subject line: what am I doing?

 

spokane, washington

Sitting in a local bar after having dinner with a guy twice as old as me who wants nothing more than to act like a father figure because my dad died. Also, I can’t stop thinking about a guy who I only dated three short months and the last two he pushed me around. I am fighting with my brother and I would rather stay here drinking champagne and watching documentaries than go home for Christmas.